I am finding it is not so easy to start blogging again after such a hiatus.
I wrote a long essay about receiving (zou jin) and some of it’s applications in life, and then I had all these second thoughts about publishing it. Though I received some reassurance from trusted sources, still I couldn’t settle in my decision. Too much detail about other people and events in my life, I just didn’t feel comfortable publishing it all.
And that is my lesson for the moment. I like feeling settled in a decision – big or small. And so, when central settle eludes me, make a change, do what I need to do to get comfortable. Find my ground, my root, my central equilibrium. Come back down to earth.
So, it is a rocky start, but like any practice, I know if I keep at it, it will get easier as I go along.
til the next move
enjoy your practice,